College Crush III

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Last Time when I saw her we were in a movie theater and then this complete shutter down happened which was an omen to my ill luck. It's exactly 152 days since the last time I saw her. And this curfew is still not at its last phase to end , now it's turning kaput, it seemed as if it lasts longer than a  Chinese product and has disadvantages more than its advantages.And I used to made through both of it. And in This unexpected holiday, I yearned for two things for the most ,first was the Manchester United playing premier League and second was her captivating smile, really i couldn't stop grinning . And after such a long duration, I'm texting her again*
Because when the last Time I texted her,I didn't get any response even she didn't checked it once, I don't know the exact reason behind it. but i remember she had told me once that she didn't use social media as much as i do , she use to believe in enjoying real moments more than the digital world around, which is quite a good habit I've always dreamt of getting into, anyway this time I was thinking the reason behind ignored texts, i really agree that i sound a bit  irritating, because she smells out the desperate guy in me after reading those long  paragraphs consisting of lame jokes which i thought would Kickstart the  conversation but it turned out to be overbearing to her its because I don't think much before texting anybody. Actually, I'm dying to have a conversation with her really hard.  Anyway this time I texted her and this time she amused me with her promt reply. Which was obviously one of a happy incident in my life. And I used to keep texting her daily but I don't know why she would reply me in alternate days and we hardly had a long conversation , hardly 4 to 5  texts a day. Which was not a fortuity for sure, So as she reacted our chatter had got a head start. 
So my 1st question which i was deliberately looking to ask for, was to ask about her  crush and after i throwed a question "Do you have crush on someone ", after this my curiosity was at peak.

She replied a big NO rather asked me the reason behind my such a stupid question.

then delicately i replied "Ohh..now i get ,you would never know what desperate feels like anyway, have you ever secretly yen on someone during schooltime ?"

" Yess I had one during school time like everyone has", she replied.

"Did you texted him ever ? " I asked promptly,
Literally my soul was thinking to ask her whether he is dead or alive.

" I guess , i was lucky enough because later on he turned out into my bf" she replied.

And at that moment literally for the first time my prompt replies were choked somewhere, I was taking time to text her back actually i was strucked by the sorrow and couldn't decide what to text back . Honestly i was stunned and could not decide whether to be jovial for her or feel gloomy for myself.

At last With a sob of despair i replied "You are really lucky. Too lucky
 ".
Location: Akaltara, Chhattisgarh 495552, India

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